So I've been in Philly for three months now, STILL job hunting, STILL learning my way around, STILL trying to make a life for myself, and my only girlfriend was Philly's (boyfriend) friend first. It's not an easy thing after leaving Miami Beach where I had made a really nice life for myself. But Philly....he could be the one.....he could be worth entering this new phase of my life with, so I take the leap....I go on the journey.... I have found myself SO unhappy which has made me a not so nice person to Philly, but he has been patient and understanding. So tonight was an event that Philly was originally suppose to attend with me. A jewish social/networking event for ages 30-45 (I will leave out my utterings of finding myself now to be in the 'older age group') at an upscale bar in the city. So he ends up not being able to go, and I venture out on my own. I am standing talking with the director and assistant director of the group whom I'd met before when the AD and I start talking to these two guys. Nice enough, make it clear I moved here for Philly, and we hang out and chat for awhile. They had plans to meet a girl for sushi after the event. I asked where good sushi could be found and was subsequently invited to join them. Now, one of the two guys was introducing the other to this girl to see if there might be some sort of match. This was explained to me INSIDE the bar. However on the walk over, the 'guy to be introduced' starts talking about a girl he has been 'dating'. Apparently this term might be used lightly and it just isn't anything serious and they are still seeing others, but I just found it interesting. In any case, we go to a decent sushi place where I am introduced to B. Right away she and I get along. Forget the guy, we make plans to meet up next week! lol She's adopting a new poochie and needs help thinking of a name for him. He's white with a black patch over one side of his face. The name Patch is out, but if anyone has any suggestions.... In any case, I made a friend. I'm just feeling the happiest I have in quite some time!!!
ACHA!!! I am once again able to access My Vox and post a message. So to finally realize that the issue had nothing to do with my savy tech ability, or lack thereof, came as a huge relief! Especially since I have spent the last week doing Q&A on the cell phones for the BF's Company!!! Strange that I can only access to post things both within my own blog or others....but that appears to be the case. Anywhere else I get a nasty error message so....now I know for future posts. Of course now I'm just not feeling it, so I'm off to eat some special Matzah Ball soup created by the BF. Yummy!!!
So I have finally taken the leap into the world of blogging. Moreso that I could connect better to my wonderful friend already on here, but maybe I can also find this to be therapeutic. I haven't been journaling nearly as much as I should, and since I can type as fast as I think (not always a good thing), perhaps this can take it's place somehow. Still, perhaps I will need to hide my blogs at times. I also can't help but think of how this also makes me feel somewhat vulnerable if I choose to allow others to view it. I know everyone has their insecurities and issues, but somehow sharing certain things with others makes me feel weak. SO not true (would be the advice I would give someone else),but I can't help but think and feel it. Many new adventures to take place due to my recent relocation from Miami Beach to Philly, so let the blogging begin!